| Dream Excerpts from Opaque  Traveler: A Dream Sequence in Verse (Tebot Bach press) Dream (Three)  I am standing waist deep in water…fish appear and disappear around me…
 I see a bridge… it is a music boxwith a turnstile on top that moves
 and plays as the fish pass through…
 I see a face with a moustacheand trimmed, brown beard…
 a helmet with a green plume
 and body armor around the chest and neck…
 now the beard is bushy and black…and there are glasses tinted red
 resting on round, cheery cheeks
 above an easy smile…
 and now the beard is long and whitecovering the face of an old man
 reading a book…
 in his hand a violet, crushed neat and flat used to mark his pages…
 then the old man, the book and his violet disappear into the  water.   Dream (Nine) I am alone on a frozen river.The sun is setting…
 the days are short…too short.
 I need them to be longer.
 I begin painting a day which is hot and humid by the seaand very long.
 The beach is red, the waves greenand the cathedral on the cliff violet.
 Inside the cathedral there are people lighting candles
 kneeling in prayer, eyes closed
 in front of a painting of St. Augustine.
 Outside someone has a brushand is painting the stained glass windows
 black…
 I cannot see their face.
   Epilogue (A Heart)                  On the wall next to my windowhangs the image of a heart.
 It is red with green and violet patterns…
 wands and cups…
 stars and figure eights.
 It is stuffed like an old quilted pillow
 with fish spilling from its sides
 where the dogs have torn away the stitching.
 The fish are memoriesthat swim in and out of the pillow…
 around and through its blood…
 blood that moves steadily beneath a bridge
 of outstretched human arms toward its end:
 a pool of liquid, luminouscollecting beneath the sun
 exposed… evaporating
 slowly… inexorably
 returning to air
 to the sky
 (seen and unseen)
 leaving the pulsing fish behind.
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